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fertilizing daffodils

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seize the day before
the day breaks and in turn
breaks you,
leaves you in tiny shattered fragments and
buries you beneath the ground in
cozy ornament boxes,
ribbon-wrapped like
the worst Christmas present of their lives
(the first without is always the hardest)

but remembering just keeps you from
moving on,
keeps you broken,
tearing open
stitches before
they can heal and forget
history -
leave nothing of it.
forget what it tasted like and
how it felt on your fingertips and
who taught it to you.
forget how you made it,
how it made you,
because you haven't made it
and you never will if
you don't let go
don't let it
mold you like
oven-baked clay, shattered
before you dried.

but maybe
you should let it break you.
don't even try for a clean break or to salvage the
bigger pieces of you left behind,
let it leave you microscopic.
and when you recollect yourself, keep only the pieces
that you want and
bury all the rest in the dirt, not six feet -
10, 20, dig as deep as you can and abandon yourself there.
this is how we bring about change and
seize the day.
write words and rhymes about your daybreak
about your heartache and
all the late nights you swore you were dead inside
(like a true poet, because all true poets die before their times
and have met their demise long before they
lived to see the cost of it)

even the remnants of the
wildfire in your chest
have a purpose.
the ashes weren't just meant to
clutter your throat or the
smoke to coat your lungs,
just because they choked you (broke you)
doesn't make them unlovable (too);
plant them.
all those broken parts of you will
finally be given a
use:
feeding the daylight daffodils
NaPoWriMo day 28

spot the (kinda vague) movie reference
//ps i went so off-track on this one, probably because i started with the title which i usually don't do
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SandWren's avatar
I'm binge reading your works. I've fallen in love with your poetry. 
I love the lines:

don't even try for a clean break or to salvage the
bigger pieces of you left behind,
let it leave you microscopic.
and when you recollect yourself, keep only the pieces
that you want 

More accurately to put it. Your thoughts are beautiful.~ Keep up the good work!